15
Oct
With Good Things Comes Bad Things.
Things for me seemed to finally be getting better. I no longer had the responsibility of my brother, I was doing good in school, my friends were continuously increasing, I was having fun with my life, and I was becoming less depressed. I should have known though that once I finally started to get happy that it would be taken away and that I would be knocked back down to reality because it couldn’t possibly ever be real that I was happy. Tonight my mom informed me that we are moving to Interlachen. Which is about 15 minutes from Keystone, 2 hours from Orange Park, 10 minutes from Palatka and 30 minutes from Gainsville. My mom also informed me that I HAD to transfer schools and that she wasn’t going to allow me to go into town to hang out with my friends. My mom is punishing me. I know this sounds crazy but she really is. I can’t even begin to explain this but I have no other choice than to move with my family. I have no car no money no job and no other place to go. It is going to be very hard for me and I am going to become a very lonely person because it is not easy for me to make friends and the friends I already have are hard enough for me to keep. I am the type of person that thrives off of my friends. I live for my friends. I live for the socialization and I live for the fun, memories, and the love of my friends. I got myself into this situation and I deserve this so I can’t really blame anyone but myself. I set myself up for this when I quit my job 2 years ago and when I got sucked into taking care of my families animal and taking care of the house and my brother. I set myself up for it when I didn’t get out while I could.