It is really frustrating when you are almost 20 years old and you depend on your parents for literally EVERYTHING. Food, money, car, shelter, clothes, anything you need to survive. I have no job, no money, and no car of my own. I hate my life. I am so frustrated. We have to move out of our house that we are currently renting because it is going through a foreclosure. Today my mom told our landlord we are moving out. My aunt is staying in our house that we own and she has completely destroyed it so my mom doesn’t want to have to move back in there. My mom is currently looking for another place for us to live and she wants to go look at this house that is not only an hour and ten minutes from Orange Park but she wants to move to a place where we cannot keep our horses. If I remember correctly the whole point of us moving to the “country” was so we could keep our horse at our house and save money. I really am disliking the idea of having to take care of my horses and I really don’t want this life anymore but I am stuck in this life I have. I cannot stand it and I hate it. Since I live off of my parents though I have no other choice and I feel like no matter what choice I make nobody will be happy. If I continue to stay here with them I am unhappy having to take care of our horses because this isn’t the life I want to live but if I move out my parents are screwed because they have nobody to take care of the horses unless my mom pays for boarding which is what we are trying to avoid in order to save money. It really is a catch a damn if I do and a damn if I don’t situation. I want to be happy and enjoy my life but I am in no position what so ever to make any decision on how I can go about things. I am so unhappy with my life and I hate it. I want to cry with how unhappy I am but I know once I break down it is all down hill from there. The last time I tried to move out my mom and I got into the biggest argument and she told me she hated me and I went completely blank. I have never told her I hated her and I have never had anyone in my family that mattered to me tell me they hated me let alone my mom who has always been my best friend over anyone else and she hated me. What am I going to do?