February 2010
1 post
I was a little girl alone in my little world who...
December 2009
5 posts
1 tag
10 steps to enjoying each other better.
strangewreck:
1. Be realistic about each other. Don’t try to turn ur partner into something he or she is not. Let’s face it, guys-there’s only 1 angelina jolie in the world, and even she has had her implants removed! Give ur gal a break and understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnite with the help treatments. And ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so u’re...
October 2009
9 posts
Trust God. He is closer than you think.
I have stepped off the deep end but I am climbing back up and climbing higher than ever before. I started going to Connect with Jenny and it is a college bible study that I have really enjoyed going to and learning from. I have not and do not agree with everything that we have talked about but one thing is true I have been thirsting for God more than ever lately. And I have been wanting to live a...
With Good Things Comes Bad Things.
Things for me seemed to finally be getting better. I no longer had the responsibility of my brother, I was doing good in school, my friends were continuously increasing, I was having fun with my life, and I was becoming less depressed. I should have known though that once I finally started to get happy that it would be taken away and that I would be knocked back down to reality because it...
(in)dependent
It is really frustrating when you are almost 20 years old and you depend on your parents for literally EVERYTHING. Food, money, car, shelter, clothes, anything you need to survive. I have no job, no money, and no car of my own. I hate my life. I am so frustrated. We have to move out of our house that we are currently renting because it is going through a foreclosure. Today my mom told our landlord...
August 2009
2 posts
Sometimes too much of a good thing is not always a...
I am being hit with way too much right now and I feel my heart breaking. It isn’t even given to anyone to be broken. Maybe this move will actually be a good thing. There is no cell phone reception in the house at all. The only place there is reception is in one spot on the front porch. No reception= no texting and no texting= no talking to him. I need to get over him. My heart is just...
July 2009
26 posts
"God never gives you more than you can handle..."
… Is what my mom has said at least twenty times this week. My aunts house burned down a week ago & my mom was supposed to help her find somewhere to live in the mean time of everything being worked out with her insurance. Well, they ran out of time.
Both of my parents left for work Sunday night and won’t be back for two weeks. It has been almost two full days that my aunt &...
Pun-itive Sentences
peetypassion:
1. Time flies like an arrow. Fruit flies like a banana. 2. Show me a piano falling down a mineshaft and I’ll show you A-flat minor. 3. To write with a broken pencil is pointless. 4. A bicycle can’t stand on its own because it is two-tired. 5. Those who get too big for their britches will be exposed in the end. 6. When a clock is hungry it goes back four seconds. 7. A chicken...
Tumbling, up?
I haven’t tumbled in a few days and with everything going to way it has been I feel it is time to let it out.
First off, things have been great with a certain boy :) It seems like lately he remembers things I say in a way he didn’t used to. I will tell him things and I few days later he’s asking me about them and it’s really nice. I really hurt myself a few days ago and he...
My blood has not boiled like this in such a long time. Ugh!!! I am so frustrated and jealous -which I hate to admit because I really don’t like being a jelous person especially over a guy that isn’t even officially mine. I am so mad. I hate this.
It is almost the end of his vacation and he should be coming home tommorrow evening sometime. I have to say I kept busy a lot of the time this week and while I enjoyed all of it I didn’t like not having him to talk to at the end of the day. This has been one of the busiest weeks i’ve had in a while but it was one of the longest weeks of my life and I cannot wait for it to be over.
Just a quick thought.
I have been keeping busy since the two people that I talk to left on saturday but today has been rough. I miss the both a lot but I really miss him. I haven’t been able to talk to him much which on other days wasn’t so bad but today hasn’t been great. I want him home now. I am also really going to hate seeing Harry Potter for the first time without him and they he is going to see...
Always room for more firsts.
I have had two firsts this weekend.
Number 1. I have been riding horses for about a year now. I took lessons and learned a lot on my own too. I have accomplished so much and I am finally where I constantly want to go out and ride. I was having a hard time with giving up things because I want to live my old life too. When my mom was younger and rode horses she used to barrel race so when we bought...
Apple Jews
Mr. Tim: What kind of Jews did Ester rescue?
Me (quietly whisper to Kaitlyn): Well how many different kinds of Jews are there?
Kaitlyn: Grape Jews, Apple Jews, Orange Jews.
Me: Not not that kind of juice! JEWSSS!
“If you think Mona Lisa is stunning, you should look at my masterpiece… in...”
What would you say if I told you that all I've...
If I could fast forward time I would do it in a heart beat. This kid is driving me absolutely INSANE! I am completely head over heels for him and there is NOTHING I can do but wait. It is SO annoying to me that I had to meet and fall in love with him at this age! I am so frustrated trying to sufice time with other guys knowing that at the end of the day I only come back to missing him and thinking...
Makes me want to create some art. Most likely...
Cleaning and getting organized is hard work but I am looking forward to the results and the satisfaction of having order in my life. I do miss it a lot and am filled with excitement to have it back again.
Listen
Life in need of fixing.
I want to have a routine in my life and after I hit “create post” I am changing. This is my will to change and this is my desire to change.
This is a list of things I will do daily:
I will clean my room every morning and bathroom.
I will do a quick clean up of the house.
I will make sure my brother has clean laundry and his room is clean.
If we are home I will cook some sort of...
Wants. Would likes. Misunderstands.
There are a lot of things in life I do not understand or do well but I want to know what each and every one of them means or what it feels like.
I want to know what it feels like to be smart and know big words.
I want to know what it feels like to be ahead of the game and not wait until the last minute to get things done.
I want to know what it feels like to be successful.
I want to know what...
Hmm. The rain calls for being wrapped in blankets with hoodies on